HI, HELLO
Well, it's getting harder and harder to write and specifically, to start the blog post. I know it's not a task to complete but I still, feel that pressure. Anywayyy, I hope everything is good from your side (not from my side though).
I'm so busy with my academic career (like I have one) and feeling stuck at home. Whenever I go outside, I think about my responsibilities. I'm gonna join the graduation ceremony a month later but not graduate this semester and it makes me feel so terrible. How can I express my feelings, and which words are suit here? I guess, unsatisfaction could be a good choice!
I feel like that in every part of my life, not only my academic carrier. Need to leave everything behind me and start something new, I guess I need that. Also, the relationship things... I don't understand how people find people to be with? To promise to continue their life together? Is it a real kind of scare or it's just for me? Why do I feel so lonely but reject the possibilities that would be fine to accept? Since I'm not living in a Jane Austen novel, what kind of love do I expect? (Besides that I reject the existence of LOVE) Hard to be me, my conflicts are on another level! I'm wondering if I will write about my happiness?
Hope to see you againnn!!!
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